The finest block of marble is carefully chosen.
The sculptor’s mind skims across its surface
On a quest to reveal the subject embedded there.
The hammer and chisel go to work
Arguing over each grain they remove.
The artist remains calm stoically accepting
His tool’s arguments,
The little pains in his hands and back,
The long hours of solitude
That seem to stretch on forever
But are not even a blink in the halls of time.
He is deaf to the calls of the bills
Stacked on the kitchen table
While the echo of critics’ words sink into the abyss.
Eyes and heart work together with the brain
To mediate the hammer and chisel’s disagreements.
Slowly the work progresses
Until a masterpiece is revealed.
Yet the sculptor’s mind knows,
And in his heart, he understands
That no matter the skill,
No matter the artistry,
Or the steps taken for preservation,
The sculpture at some future point will break
And time will grind the pieces together
Until they are nothing but dust.
In much the same way
I smith words to fit coherently,
Evading the censors with censers of incense,
Clouds of smoke I hope will help my words
Evade their steely glare
To allow my story, my message to be told.
Brain and heart wrestle with emotion
Deep into the night
While the words of critics
Slide into inky blackness.
I ignore physical discomfort,
I ignore the passage of time,
The lack of acclaim and wealth.
Continuing the work is all there is
And I do continue despite the knowledge
That no matter how wonderful,
No matter how many reads my work gets,
In time it will disappear in a cloud of dust
As will everything in Time’s great hall.
So why do it at all?
The sculptor and I share the same obsession-
To create and create
Until we can create no more.